not every relationship is worth clinging to. some happen to teach us lessons and then it’s time to let go.
no sorry I can’t hang out I’m busy feeling nothing and then feeling everything all at once and getting too overwhelmed
no sorry I can’t hang out I’m busy feeling nothing and then feeling everything all at once and getting too overwhelmed
I struggle everyday with foods other people can eat. But it’s not diabetes and it’s not anaphylaxis.
I can’t manage to keep a healthy weight. But I’m not obese and I’m not anorexic.
My days are riddled with dizzy spells, nausea and tenitus. But I don’t have menieres disease.
My body doesn’t absorb the nutrition it needs. But I’ve been on a plan with the dietician.
Headaches, lethargy, anemia with a normal white blood cell count and I take a longer time to heal injuries, fructose and lactose intolerant, fainting, diarrhoea and vomitting, eczema, toasted skin syndrome, aches, asthma, low blood pressure, high pulse, anxiety, but most of these symptoms don’t amount to any single definitive diagnosis. I feel crappy. And want to go back to before all this was happening.
It’s frustrating being left without answers. But I don’t feel like it’s enough of a problem to get me through the waiting lists any quicker. So I’m in limbo, between contributing to society and being a menace to society.
Sometimes people are deceptive. They do one thing Infront of others and another behind closed doors.







